sweetie; hahah! yea, true! I MISS MY SWEETIE. I WANT A HUG!
zhenbei; glad that my baobei's problem are kind of solved? mine is solved too? i'm ALRIGHT already! and yupp, let's meet up soon IF POSSIBLE. and thanks, i will msg you when i really need you. (: I LOVE MY BAOBEI!
i started off with a bad day.
-why?
1) i woke up EARLY, and left my house EARLY.
2) & it just started RAINING, which further dampen my mood!
3) further more, a normal 25mins bus journey was lengthen all the way to a 55mins ride!
4) i was totally on the verge of vomiting in the bus.
5) & i was already LATE for my 8am lesson, & i still had to delibrately make a trip just to take my temperature! =.=
( the security guard is taking his job seriously by not allowing me to skip the temperature taking process, which is GOOD! for what he had to do. haha! )
anyway.
it's okay!
in class, my teacher marked people who were late as present though.
as it was his first lesson with us, so he let us off! (:
- though he was kind enough for today, ultimately, i don't really like him?
enough of that.
during my second tutorial class; business finance.
i had alot alot of questions to ask the tutor beforehand.
& due to my I-T-C-H-Y hand. ( curiosity KILLS)
the moment i was access to the internet.
what i did was; to read someone's blog.
& guess what?
MS TOO TOTALLY SAD TO THE MAX, TO THE CORE.
that she couldnt concentrate on the lesson. ):
" the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face "
nvm about that.
peini and i went bishan to have our lunch.
we went manhattan fish market to eat.
& as i was really really really mooody to the worst state ever.
that i had noooo appetite at all.
but afterall.
i still managed to finish like half of the food? yupp.
and then.
i headed back to school for sbm club stuff.
the moment i reached school.
and saw my sampat mayble.
she asked me whether i was okay.
& immediately,
i broke out into tears ):
and some sbm peeps were really observant?
'cause alot could tell that i was really really moody to the max.
& i wasn't my usual self? ( my usual self; 开心果）
they were all concern about me and stuff.
THANKS ALOT PEOPLE.
i appreciate those small little concern of you guys!
alright.
so far, i sounded EMO in the front part.
NOW.
for the TOTAL OPPOSITE of EMO part.
whenever i go for sbm club meeting or see sbm peeps.
my mood just get better somehow. ((:
it's amazing how the concern of others actually makes people feel better.
& when i got to sky garden.
the HS people were busy decorating their NICE envelope.
& seeing what they were doing just somehow makes me feel better.
i've got a comment; JONATHAN CAN DRAW REALLY WELL! COOL (:
and initially my envelope was really plain.
and ended up, i DREW A FAT CHICK? LOL. ( they told me that i was kind of suitable to use a chick to represent myself? haha )
- it was supposed to turn out to be CUTE!
- umm. but yea, people who knows me knows that i can't really draw well? haha! so yea.
- but still, i think my FAT CHICK is super duper CUTE loh! ((:
some random stuff that brought a smile on my face.
EDWIN performed some tricks for me and mayble to see? ( i'm surprised by the polo sweet stunt that he did! ) haha.
WOW. it was COOL! (:
WENBIN talked alot of crap! & thanks anyway for volunteering his HIGH shoulder for me. haha. ( i got admit that underneath of him, i guess he does has a CUTE character? haha. 'cause his envelope was pretty cute! haha )
MINGYONG & EUGENE PANG was super hilarious when they tried showing me and peini that they were wearing the sbm club tee? ( the actions they did were total hilarious! )
DAPHNE'S msg to PEINI. ( smiles litoo (= ) i just love daphne!
alright.
back to topic.
after everything was okay.
i went to koufu with cheryl to have our dinner.
over the dinner, we said alot of things.
& i promised her a thing.
" here's a promise made tonight "
& she reminded me how things were in the past.
we are always laughing during breaks.
& she kind of miss it.
- she told me that i shouldn't use my break-time i have in school, talking about EMO stuff.
after hearing this, i decided that indeed, i shouldnt be acting this way.
- she told me that it's kind of disappointing when she and babes know that im feeling damn moody but nothing they do can cheer me up.
& for that. i've decided to adopt the ' shalln't be bothered' attitude. and i promise really that after today. i won't be bothered by someone again. i don't want to be MOODY again and cause you guys to worry. i just want to be happy from today onwards.
THANKS CHERYL FOR TELLING ME ALL THESE STUFF. & WAKE ME UP FROM THE HORRIBLE THINGS THAT I'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT.
" when you looked me in the eyes" yes, i looked into cheryl's eye and promise her that i wouldn't do something again.
it's a promise, & i promise to TRY MY BEST TO KEEP TO IT! (:
as of today.
MS TOO is starting everything afresh.
she ain't going to be bothered anymore.
she said it, SHE TRIES HER BEST TO MEAN IT! (:
afterall.
things aren't complicated.
it's the way you see it.
& i got to agree.
ms too is going back to be the 开心果 in everybody's eyes. (:
WOOHOOS.
afterall, i'm fine! (:
- im glad that my loves one's problem are solved!
I LOVE EVERYONE OF YOU! (:
- my regular readers! ((:
" everywhere i'm looking now, i'm surrounded by your embrace "
" baby i can see your halo, you know you're my saving grace "
(:
