Sunday, May 10

ms too has a wonderful mum! (:
who is always so random.
but nevertheless, ms too still loves her mum alot.
why ms too loves her mum is unexplainable.
love just cannot be explained, isn't it so? ((:

anyway.
ms too wants to wish all mum, especially her dearest mum & of course, her dearest grandma.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! (:

- my mum is such a wonderful mum.
- my grandma is also such a wonderful eldery.
- thank god for giving me such a wonderful mum & a wonderful grandma. (:

i went to see a doctor F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.
and the doctor told me; either im having migraine or tension headache.
and i realised i have tension headache.

symptoms of tension headache:
Visual disturbances: these are not as dramatic as in migraine sufferers, but they can .occur in tension headaches, usually in the form of blurred vision or, if it is severe, there can be altered perception. In a hallucination the person sees something that is not there - for example a pink elephant. In altered perception the person sees what is there - for example, a flower on a curtain may appear like a face.
Pain in the neck, shoulders and back.
Bloating of the stomach or bowel and wind. Often the passing of wind is the first sign that the headache is abating. Nausea and loss of appetite are often part of the symptom picture, or craving for foods not normally a part of the sufferer’s diet.
Shakiness and lack of muscular coordination: for example,difficulty gripping a pen or clumsiness and regularly dropping things. '
Fatigue and lack of interest in things normally enjoyed.
Wobbly legs: feelings of not quite knowing where the ground is or of walking on eggshells.
Dizziness; especially when turning the head.
Irritability; anxiety, depression and feeling of unreality; for example, walking into the kitchen and it being unfamiliar; or depersonalization - when a person looks into the mirror and they know intellectually it IS their image they see but somehow they look different, rather 'like a distorted image in a mirror at a funfair.
Difficulty in breathing through the nose - mild hyperventilation.

so in conclusion, i'm too stressed =.=
& it's so irritating.
'cause i will experience tension headache every semester, which isn't good at all.

& my parents spend $19 for nothing.
'cause i was just given an MC.
& partly because i rejected all the medicine he prescribed. HAHA.
so i don't have any medicine at all. ((:
which is good! ( 'cause i dont like medicine)

" i never thought i would be longing so much for your understanding "