what i want least to happen, happen afterall.
yes.
she got into sbm club.
& i already expected it long ago.
i am not feeling very sad or whatsoever.
it's just that, i don't look forward to wednesday.
the day whereby there's a sbm club meeting to introduce the new committee member.
the next least thing i want is she getting into event department.
which is the department i am in.
&way, if things get bad on wednesday.
i feel very awkard or even to the extent till i will break down.
i will Q-U-I-T.
even though i love the peope in sbm club, i love sbm club blahblahblah.
the thing i will expect others to tell me would definitely be:
- is it worth quiting just because of one person?
- why not just don't be bothered about her.
- blahblahblah.
afterall.
deep down my heart, i know i ain't as strong as what i always said to be.
BUT!
i would try my best to control myself, and take back whatever feelings i have towards her.
" i need to have some faith in myself that i can face her afterall "
ms too got to jiayou le! (:
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