Sunday, July 5

sigh sigh sigh.
total sigh-ness.

i can't help but to sigh.
upon thinking about my family.

i'm getting started with my family & youth project.
this time round, it's about writing daily journal on your daily life with your parents.

i don't get to see them or communicate with them during weekdays.
where to have the journal?
even if i see them on weekends, i seldom talk to them.
what more to write?

i lived seperately from my parents and how am i going to write so much for my ica this time round?

i want to do scrapbook for my journal and if only my parents were around today, i would have been able to get the materials.
i want to buy printer ink to print and if only my parents were around today, i would have been able to buy the ink.
i want to buy my formal wear and if only my parents were around today, i would have been able to get my formal wear.

in my whole entire life, this is the 1st time i'm eating alone on a sunday ):
in my whole entire life, this is the 1st time i'm in this house and there's not in this house on a sunday. ):

when lightning roar and thunder strikes just now,
i wish i wasn't alone.

oh well. i talked to boy about this.
and he told me this is just the downs of my life.
alright, i accept then.
):

my brother ain't getting better ):