Saturday, August 22

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO PHYLLIS NG MIN SZE (:

celebrated her birthday at fish & co @ orchard ion with simin, and the bok family (:
and then, slacked around here and there at ION.
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at times, people regret their actions.
at times, people want to turn back the time.

i am an ordinary person just like everyone else is.
who am i to throw my temper just because i am in a bad mood? or my menses came.
everyone else is just like me, an ordinary person.
how does it feel to have people throwing temper at me?
yes, definitely i'll get pissed off.

so why did i give attitude just now?
is it because i had menses?
oh, that's rubbish theory.
peini and cheryl had menses, but they aren't throwing their temper.

i guess it's just me. myself.
being so S.C just like i used to be in secondary days.
and that's where the regret came about.
all the 6 years of frienship gone into drain.

to be frank, cheryl, daphne, peini and even boy has been very nice to me.
tolerating my nonsense ever since dont know when.
giving in even when i am totally unreasonable for no reason.

i've stepped on the red line and the alarm is ringing.
i've better come to my sense before i lose anyone again.
once bitten twice shy.

friends are there when you need them.
but i better not treat them as though they are my venting machine or what.
they are just a human, like me.

i was set reflecting upon my own actions just now.
sorry my friends, if i had been rude or whatever just now.
sorry my boy, for being unreasonable or whatever just now.
to end, i love you folks!